Hey just a story I am writing for fun – opinions would be nice, thanks x
If you told me a few months ago that I would be here, fighting for my life, then I would have told you not to be so bloody daft. I was a good girl, as they say. I never went out with friends; I didn’t have any to go out with. However, that all changed the day Josh spoke to me.
Josh Garrison was every girls dream date. His long flowing brown hair always sat in the same position, half tucked behind his left ear and the other half covering his right eye. Such a shame really, his eyes were his strongest point. They were emerald green in colour and the effect they had on people was incredible. I knew firsthand, every time I closed my eyes I could see them. It was as if he was still here.
It was because of Josh I was here now and I wasn’t going to let him down. He had already sacrificed enough for me and to simply lie down and give up would be an insult to his memory. I wondered what he would say to me and quickly shook my head. The answer was simple – he wouldn’t have let it get this far. I closed my eyes, awaiting my fate and thought of him.
***
Josh wasn’t a stranger to me; he was more of an old friend. I don’t know if I would exactly call him a ‘friend’ but more of someone, I had always known. Sure, we grew up together, we shared play dates when we were younger, but we were never close. In fact, I didn’t even think he noticed me before five months ago. So, it was a surprise when he started talking to me at school that day.
English was the second class of the day and Josh always sat near the window to the far left, with his stunning but bitchy girlfriend, Lydia. I think to be honest it was more to do with her that Josh never spoke to me in school. She always spoke to me as if I was dirt on her shoe. She was perfect there was no denying that, her long straight hair fell to below her waist, her eyes, baby blue in colour, always seemed to have a shine in them or at least to all the boys in our year, they did. Her lips were red as a rose, her clothes always came from the local designer boutique down the road, and compared to me she looked like she belonged on a runway. I, on the other hand looked the opposite, my black hair was always scrapped up in a band, a sign I was always running late and just didn’t have the time to make myself ‘perfect’. It wasn’t my style anyway, having all that hair in front of my face all day was annoying. Makeup didn’t agree with me, if I wore it sure enough the next day, I would wake up with my skin all greasy and shiny. As if, I needed another excuse for people to laugh at me for. No, I was very much your average ‘plain Jane’ and I liked it that way.
I entered the classroom like every other day only stopping dead when I saw Josh seated at my table and Lydia scowling over at him. He waved at me and my head turned towards Lydia who apparently found this little situation hilarious.
“God knows why he wants to sit with her,” she said to her new table partner, loud enough so everyone could hear and turn to look at Josh.
Then, when they were done gawking at him, it was my turn. I walked as quickly as possible up the long narrow isle, the walk felt like it lasted forever and I could feel the reminder of the classroom occupants eyes burn into the back of my head. Why had I picked the end row?
“Hey,” he said, turning to face me. His face rested on his hand and I couldn’t help but notice how good looking he was close up. This had to be a joke. What did he want? Why was he even within a five-mile radius of me?
I slung my bag under the desk and spoke, “Hey, is something up?”
“No, why?” He dragged his chair closer to me and I was sure my face resembled the bright red painted walls of the room.
“Then, why are you sitting here?”
“’Cause I wanted to. Is that a problem for you?” His eyes bore into mine and I turned away hoping that at any moment now the fire bell would suddenly go off and save me from making a complete fool of myself.
“No, it’s just different, that’s all,” I said as I dipped my head into my English grammar book.
“I like different,” he said, smiling and revealing a gleaming white row of teeth. “I’m not sure, Lydia, does though.”
I peeked up through my bangs and looked in the direction of her seat. He was right; she didn’t look amused. Josh waved at her and she flicked her hair before turning around. I had to stifle a laugh.
“You’re laughing.” He raised an eyebrow. “I didn’t think you could laugh.”
“Josh, really I’m a bit freaked out. What do you want?”
“I want to get to know you again, Kara.” He moved his hand over to mine and gently placed it on top. “Wouldn’t you like to get to know me?”
I quickly pulled my hand away, placed it under the table, and clasped into my other one. The teacher, Mrs. Kelly, entered just then and saved me from answering. Josh pulled his chair back to normal distance and I relaxed. I could not help but wonder what his agenda was?
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