Okay, my mom and I get along very well, and today I was having a conversation with her. My sister was there because she came home to visit for a couple hours. Anyways, I am currently 27 weeks pregnant, and I love designers. I want to buy my baby designer clothing, because I do not think it’s right to buy myself all these nice clothes and then go buy my baby’s clothes at walmart. I bought a lot of her clothes at marshall’s, because I know she’s going to grow extremely fast and I don’t want to overpay. Anyways, i’m graduating from high school in August, and my parents are going to give me money for my graduation present. Once I told my mom that I wanted a gucci diaper bag, my sister started screaming and freaking out. She told me that I need to start thinking about my baby, that I am being naive, and I need to grow up. Then she said I need to go into a mental hospital, and that I am just like my mom. (my mom is bipolar, and a paranoid scizofrenic). I didn’t know what to say to that, especially because my sister is the one who is very emotionally unstable and has been showing all of the symptoms that my mom showed when she would start acting up. Then, she finally stopped yelling at me once my cousin called her. As soon as she called, she went into the garage to talk about me, she though I couldn’t hear her, but I heard her clearly. She started saying how I wanted a gucci diaper bag, and then I heard my sister say "Omg, that’s mean!", then she said "Yeah, I told her she needs to go into a mental hospital." Before I got pregnant, I had a problem of always letting what everyone says get to me; and I honestly thought I got over that, but this really got on my nerves. My cousin and I don’t get along very well, although we used to be best friends. She would get pissed every time my parents would buy me something expensive. She told me that since I wear designers I have to values or morals. Although I know that doesn’t make any sense, I still feel so stupid for wanting to prove her wrong so badly. Anyways, I do very well in school, I have a 4.0 gpa, plan on going to college right after high school, and I think I deserve to buy what I want with my graduation money, I deserve it. It’s not like I am taking anything away from my baby, it’s simply a graduation gift. Anyways, i’m just wondering, why do I feel so upset about my sister’s and cousin’s words?
I am not going to saks, and paying 0 on an outfit for the baby, i’ve been going to marshall’s for the baby’s clothes; which is actually cheaper than the swap meet. I bought a pack of 5 calvin klein onesies for , and a ralph lauren dress for , both great designers for very, very cheap. I spent more on a carter’s dress at baby’s r us.
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